? new hatched

... i am sitting here in a coffee shop and i am longing after my new life. New opportunity, new chance, new challenges. is it even possible? -I wonder.
Well i had a hope but i really just feel confused now if it is possible. I no longer have a grip of my life. I feel like a new hatched  bird. I learn to live again. How to eat, how to socialize with people and how to spread my wings. 

I wonder if it will be given to me to learn to do all this things and show my wings again.

I am not the one who just give up on trying and will get up an jump in to life again... i am just worried that my body will refuse one day.

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to rest in peace ...

There is time to fight and there is time just rest.
Not only rest but rest in peace. Time when no one is disturbing you in any way.

Different people recharge in different way. I can only imagine that in todays society is very difficult to JUST REST IN YOUR OWN PEACE. 
We all are very available. 

Me? I have my sundays, there my phone is in sleep mode and only people in my VIP list are able to come thru.
I just celebrate one day a week there I am in CENTRUM and everything is just about me and what i want.

To shut out the world around me for just one day is so magical. 

What is Your trick to rest? How do you do it/manage your time?
 
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how much time do You have?How do You spend it?

...so how much time do we have? If you knew that your life will end soon what would you do? How would you live your life or what is left of it? 

Until now, have you lived your life and used your time as you like?
Time is ticking wether we want or not, sleep or are awake, sad or happy. 

Few years ago i was in the situation when i was unsure if i did the best of my time. After life threatening chemo i decided to change small things in my daily life. I really want to be sure that people will remember me from the very best side of me.

What makes time worth so much? Do you know?

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choices ...

Yes, we all have choices, we all can choose. Or can we?

Well, that is not so easy while you are trapped in body filled with chemo, painkillers and plenty of time. To make choices sims very easy, is it enough to choose "happiness"? Is it easier to be happy when your mind is busy with all tiny details of everyday living and all the new informations about what you are going through?

To be happy is constant collaboration between your heart and brain and yet it is still not easy to choose.What ever we do in life, everything is a constant choosing. I am constantly fighting to choose the right gate... 

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is HAIR important ?

This time the story is in Swedish, next time i will continue with my art again. I think that this picture talks for it self. Here is the link to the story behind "the Hair".

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supersize.se

very very soon i will be working with amazing supersize.se 
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Butterfly wings

...so i was thinking that everything was over and i was ready, i was  transformed from a caterpillar to a beautiful butterfly. I was working, i had fun, i was enjoying my life to the fullest even tho it was 4 years after my remission. I was eager to help and do something. I could not be a donor and i could not give more money per month that i already  did. 

2014 me and my friends got an opportunity to expose our art in a water tower in Malmö. That year was a special year sins the park and water tower celebrated 100 years. 
This park is seen by us like our own Central park.

The art You have seen on my blog was created especially for this event. I was also reviling the NEW upcoming art in color. 

I am still inspired by my feelings from the life-threatening experience. I am also more inspired by the stories i have heard from my visitors who come to see my art. 

So here You will se BUTTERFLY which was sold very soon after the opening. 

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